Thursday, October 2, 2008

annoyed!

Apparently emotions run high again in the third trimester! at least they do for me! This past week has been ridiculous! I have cried or been on the verge of tears several different days now, and over things most people wouldn't get that upset about! or I just keep getting upset over nothing.. literally, I will have no actual reason to be upset and I just want to cry! lol. its craziness! and little things are really really starting to get to me! For instance, this lady at work. she is like 60 years old and she is the other Infant I teacher, so she comes in to relieve me. She is a nice old lady. but she is seriously driving me nuts! If I'm not careful I can see myself just totally going off on her! We obviously have our different ways of doing things, with the babies, the room itself, etc. She leaves me notes all the time telling me what I need to do (like I don't know how!), when she comes in she will change everything I have done. Today, she comes in and 2 of the babies are still finishing their bottles, but they are taking their sweet precious time (no bitterness there! lol), so I set the bottles aside and let Maggie now they are still eating on them so she can still use them. I walk out to go in the kitchen to put the dishes away, I look in the room and she is dumping Wyatt's bottle! hello- he was drinking that! then she starts going through all the diaper bags to see what I have put in there and starts fixing things! seriously? and on their charts we mark how their day was, what they need to bring, when they ate, changed diapers.. so every morning when I look on the chart she will have corrected (not that there needs to be correcting going on!) what I filled in! like if I just check a box, she will go back and fill it in, like a check isn't good enough, or I thought one of the babies needed more wipes so I marked it, then I found their extras and so I scratched it out and put "oops", so then Maggie goes back and puts "ok" next to it! and she is ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS late!!! and then tells me she will be right back bc she wants to go get some tea.. and then she has to put all her stuff away.. ugh!  Clearly this is all bothering me just a bit too much! lol! I'm sure nobody cares about all this, but I do! I'm about to lose my mind over this lady!! 
oh, and then I just read Lauren Coats blog, where she was annoyed.. so that just stirred it all up! haha! 
I think I need a nap! ...... 

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